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[Jun. 7th, 2008|06:58 pm] |
raw sewage, rest in shit. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 26th, 2008|10:49 pm] |
| [ | playing: |
| | i hate myself. | ] |
so i'm back at my mom's.
cool i guess.
truthfully pretty excited to see what comes up in the next month or so, i honestly think it'll be mostly good.
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| (no subject) |
[May. 3rd, 2008|02:07 pm] |
now that basically everyone has left my life besides those who really want to be in it, we can begin to live.
summer 66.
stay punk. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2008|12:11 am] |
and I was hoping
that I would never fall in love again
cause that would be the end
of everything (you're everything)
my parents fell in love
and all I got was life
and all I ever wanted
was to not be alone |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 23rd, 2008|09:27 am] |
you fail me with every fatal crush
you fail me with every abandoned love
you fail me with your inferno fuck me eyes
that burn as fuel for my city and its neon lights
burn bright white line fever take them all
you fail me with your new dead end dream
you fail me with your pill box fantasy
you fail me as love's greatest war
that was never worth
you were never worth fighting for
dying living dying living dying everyday
living dying living dying living everyday
you think you are a poet
in your eyes you are a star
who lives through a fantasy of rising above
you think you're a victim
but you live as a drunk
that has never sacrificed that has never loved
you think you are tragic but i know you are lost
you have walked the fault lines
and you have crossed them all
this world doesn't fight you, you fight yourself
thinking we fail you you fail yourself |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 23rd, 2008|12:54 am] |
i fake a smile around friends and family.
i go through all of life's motions.
but is that really living? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 12th, 2008|02:02 am] |
i need a purpose, i need a reason.
i never liked you.
"the good people you know, you don't know that well."
don't say you don't care.
you took the easy way out. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 24th, 2008|07:04 pm] |
someone give me something to believe in. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 23rd, 2008|08:50 pm] |
who are you to try to preach to someone else, when you can't even lead your own life in a good direction?
consumed with disgust.
don't push me any farther. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 5th, 2008|02:29 am] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | infest | ] |
new year, i've made like three or four resolutions to myself but i know if i tell them to anyone else i won't keep them. wasted effort is supposed to be happening sunday. i can't wait. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 2nd, 2008|09:13 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  excited | ] |
wasted effort.
STOKED.
yes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 28th, 2007|11:36 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | iron and wine. | ] |
bars.
not black flag.
ankle, maybe?
who knows. who cares.
whatever. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 27th, 2007|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | torche. | ] |
500 piece glow in the dark eagle puzzle. done.
three days of work.
i liked today, i hope it stays like this. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 21st, 2007|07:26 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | ampere. | ] |
i've been really stressed, with the holidays, money, people moving out, general happiness and well being of friends, and so on. but today for whatever reason has been ok. got up, worked, finished christmas shopping. i'm going to see dead! serious again tonight and then i hope i can get wrapping paper and cards for people to give them their christmas things. hopefully stress reduces soon. i'm going to start updating this again.
current music.
baroness.
ampere.
trap them.
modern life is war.
life long tragedy.
torche. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 15th, 2007|10:23 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | dave bazan. | ] |
when i woke up the next morning you looked right through me, through your eyes crying i could finally see they said please baby please baby please, they said please baby please baby please, they said please baby please baby please.
dave bazan, you never fail to amaze me.
i'll be here to keep you warm through the winter.
i'll be here to cool you off during the summer.
i'll always be here, even when i don't know where you are.
i'll always be here, even when we don't see eye to eye. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2007|06:39 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | modern life is war. | ] |
"it's going to be a cold winter."
Come to reality, keep your feet on the ground.
All I know now is regret.
Nine months of shit, how do you fake a fucking smile just to bury it?
Hold on to your memories for as long as you can, it might be the last thing you ever feel in here.
We might hold onto our grudges, teach ourselves to forget, burn bridges, sink ships till the bitter end.
cold.
i feel like it's on me.
winter's always been the loneliest time of year.
hate winter.
hate
hate filth.
hate
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2007|01:47 am] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | trash talk. | ] |
new band. stoked on it.
it's actually been really good so far with the exception of "three".
lately i've been really into bands like a life long tragedy, give up the ghost, and modern life is war. saw my mom and my dog today, both of who i really missed.
this album... fuck.
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 10th, 2007|11:20 pm] |
| [ | mood: |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | playing: |
| | i hate you. | ] |
finally got the discography.
stoked. i'll be playing alot of fake jenga if anyone wants to play against me let me know.
fuck your drugs.
take your fucking beer and shove it up your ass.
what's it good for then, what's it good for then?
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